Your heartbreak made me weak.
I didn’t eat. I couldn’t physically get up of bed. I wouldn’t think about me. How could I? You were my everything and when you left I was left with my nothing. You always told me how strong I was, I didn’t notice you said that to make the fall to heartbreak even harder.
You made me weak.
Suddenly I started to let the little things come into my life. I ended up inviting my best friends over. After blocking them of my life because of you, I added them again and they brought icecream, we watched movies and they hugged me until my tears became laughs. I let myself smile and be happy.
Somehow I realized that was one of the best days in my life because I reunited with people that are actually worth reuniting with.
Somehow it was one of those happy days that end up hurting your cheeks because you couldn’t stop smiling.
Somehow we ended going bowling and eating burgers with fries (Oh, I’ve been craving them since I started dating you and decided to be healthy and fit for you, how comical.)
Somehow I ended not missing you anymore. You weren’t in my thoughts anymore. Me and the people I care about and who truly care about me became my everything once again.
I became stronger for me. I noticed it was not your heartbreak, it was mine. So I am deciding to let the little things that make me happy enter my life to heal my heart. Now I can finally move on, because I am strong.